Saturday I woke up feeling exhausted. I still am not sure where I got the energy to finally get up, get dressed and take Connor out shopping and then to a birthday party. Although we were home by 5pm on Saturday evening I was exhausted, and very irritable. I felt even worse because upon coming home I saw 6 games laid out on the floor, Noah was expecting family game night. I really was in no mood to play games, and I tried to get the boys to have a family movie night instead but they really wanted game night. Craig, Noah and Connor won an we had game night. We played Left, Right Center first, and it was a quick uneventful game. Next we played Sorry. Every turn I had to remind Craig to play (he was busy working on his computer or playing on his cell phone.) I also had to remind Noah and Connor when it was their turn (they were too busy wrestling, or goofing off). I was so annoyed. I was the only one whom didn't want to play and here I was the ONLY ONE actually PLAYING! Finally the game ended and I was trying to call it quits when I somehow got suckered into playing Small World. To play this game I NEEDED a glass of wine, so my sweet husband got one for me. I had the glass (a very large, full glass) of wine sitting on the table when Connor accidentally knocked it over. I completely lost it. Nothing I wanted that day, was going right, all I wanted was sleep, so I went to bed.
Sunday I woke up feeling a little better but my mood quickly faded. I wanted to go take Noah shopping, come home, clean, then relax, however Craig convinced me to shop with everyone then go out to help Noah with a leaf collection. It took Craig 2 hours to get ready. I was annoyed. I wanted to go go go, and he wanted to take his sweet time. The day eventually got better and the leaf project wasn't all that bad.
I just feel like all weekend, I was a Debbie Downer, and that I was so mean. I have no idea why I didn't just enjoy the time I was having with my family. Some people don't get the chance to spend weekends with their loved ones, and here I am just blowing the weekend away. So next weekend will be better. Friday night, game night. Saturday night GIRLS NIGHT(I haven't been out with the girls in probably a year) and then Sunday a family day.
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